“Bringing light to dark places”

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I was touched by the wonderful response to my latest feature show when darkness comes.  I never imagined that my art and prose would connect with so many people.  At the reception in May, several people spoke with me about their own struggles with depression, and how my work resonated with their own experiences.  Some spoke to me about loved ones who struggle, and how they could see aspects of them in my art.  And at least one gallery visitors told me the show opened her eyes to issues she really didn’t know much about.

I was also honored to have an article about my show and my own experiences featured in The Beaverton Valley Times.  Writer Blair Stenwick captured my story in a way that I hope others can relate to also.  And my art was beautifully featured in the printed version, shown here.  (Thank you Kevin McConnell for photos of my art, and Rene’ Carroll for the photo in the studio.)  Click here read the online version.

when darkness comes continues at Art On Broadway Gallery in Beaverton, Oregon through July 1st.  If you can’t make it to the gallery, click here to view the pieces and prose on my website.  If you see something you like, the gallery will ship!

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facing the abyss
I feel the abyss
enormous and consuming.
I look into it
and I feel small.
if I fall in
there is no me … anymore.

(photo by Kevin McConnell)


when darkness comes continues through Friday, June 30, 2017

at Art On Broadway Gallery in Beaverton, Oregon.

Please join me …

Artist Talk
Saturday, June 10th 5:00pmseating is limited…
please reserve your spot by emailing info@artonbroadway.net

ART ON BROADWAY GALLERY
12570 Broadway
Beaverton, OR


“Bringing light to dark places”

when darkness comes

Art for Mental Health

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just be here (©2017 Angela Ridgway, 23″x 20″x 7″, repurposed steel)

 

Depression comes like a moonless night. You don’t notice that it’s arriving at first, but as the light begins to fade, you notice the darkness. Not all at once, but you can feel it coming, from dusk to full darkness. And then it consumes you…

 

when darkness comes is very personal for me.  It is inpired by my own experiences with depression. When my ‘darkness’ comes, I can usually see it approaching. Sometimes I can take actions to move away from it, but other times, I can’t circumvent it. For many people, depression can be there while they go through the routine of day to day life; or it can be completely debilitating. For me, either way, it consumes my thoughts and actions.

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in the abyss (©2017 Angela Ridgway, 14″x 10″, repurposed steel)

 

My hope is that by opening up about my own depression, others can learn more about the illness and become aware of it – maybe in themselves, maybe in others. Through education and conversation, hopefully we can lift the stigma of mental illness, making it easier for people suffering to get help.

 

I have dealt with depression most of my adult life, but I didn’t understand what it was I was diagnosed in my early 30’s.  During that time, many people have helped me through the spells, including friends, family, doctors, and therapists. And modern medicine has helped to keep these episodes at bay most of the time. But I am always on the lookout for the signs in my own life, and others.  And I try to take action when I see them.

 

May is Mental Health Month…in support of this, and mental health services, I will be donating 15% of my show sales in May to the National Alliance on Mental Illness (NAMI) Oregon.

when darkness comes is a two month exhibit, opening Wednesday, May 3, and closing Saturday, July 1, 2017 at Art On Broadway Gallery in Beaverton, Oregon.  See more art from the show here, and on my website.


Please join me …

Artist Reception
Saturday, May 13th 5:00pm – 8:00pm
complimentary refreshments & wine

Artist Talk
Saturday, June 10th 5:00pm
seating is limited, please reserve your spot
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both at
ART ON BROADWAY GALLERY
12570 Broadway
Beaverton, OR


 

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when darkness comes

I’m a perpetual postponer …

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I’m a procrastinator…I admit it.  A perpetual postponer, a putter offer, a prolonger.  It’s my nature.  Sometimes, I break free from this norm and get things done early.  When I do, I celebrate.  I think to myself “I can do this all the time!”  This might last a few days, maybe a week.  But then, I am right back to putting things off again.

So, what have I been prolonging in the first three months of 2017?  Well, quite a few things that might be associated with a new year…

 

TAXES – I’m sure you can relate…most people can.   Last year, I was actually done with all my tax preparation by Jan 15th.  Yep, you heard right…Jan 15th!  I even posted it on Facebook…I was the envy of all my Facebook friends.   But then again, last year at this time, I was just getting to know the art community here in the Pacific Northwest.  Translation … I didn’t have much going on.  This year (in my defense), I’m in 2 galleries, I have 3 art commissions I’m working on, a show in May, and 2 community boards I am part of.  So, I have put off working on my taxes.  (Please don’t tell my husband.)  But I am going to finish them this week … really, I am.

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ENEWS – It’s March, and I am finally sending you an email.  I have been perpetually thinking about it, and I even tried to write it a couple of times … but to no avail.  I had lots of excuses … I was busy … I was sick … I felt like I really didn’t have anything interesting to say … I didn’t have enough  completed new art to show … I didn’t know how to start. Well, I finally put all those excuses behind me, I have some completed new art now, and you be the judge on whether this is interesting!

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GROCERY SHOPPING – Between this and unloading the dishwasher, I don’t know which one I put off more.  You’d think that by the time you are my age, you’d realize that you need to eat food (preferably meals) every day.  But if you looked at our cupboards, you would never know.  To show you how bad it has gotten, here is the fridge grocery list that my husband filled in.  I think this says it all!

 

I don’t want to bore you with the rest of my really long list of things I am procrastinating … cleaning my office, setting up garage storage … just to name a couple.  I think you get the picture.  And I don’t want to leave you thinking I don’t do anything.  I do actually get things done.  I’ve been working on some really really big art that’s really really outside my comfort zone.  It’s nearly done, and when it is, I’ll show you the finish project.  But you can see it coming to life on Facebook now.

Meanwhile, I can show some art that I have I have been working on that I mentioned above…

 

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Commissions are some of my favorite projects to work on.  I feel lucky when I get to know collectors and work with them on art that many times they have wanted for years. I just completed and delivered  the two commissions above.  Both are triptychs with a topographic earthy feel — warm copper, red, and rust hues.  mountain streams will go above the fire place in the central gathering space of the home in Camas, Washington, while early morning crop circles will grace the outside entrance of the art filled home in Battle Ground, Washington.  I’ll post pictures of the installed art in a future blog.

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I’ve also been preparing for my upcoming show! It’s a little bit of a different approach, and a very personal topic for me.

 

 

 

 

 

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So, while I have put off making progress on many things this year, I’ve definitely been working hard on others.  I hope you’ve enjoyed my my musings on procrastination…and maybe it’s made you feel better about your own postponing!  And I hope you’ve enjoyed hearing some of the things I have been spending my time on.

Thank you again for following and supporting my art journey.  It’s great to have you along!

Angela


find my art at these galleries…
Art on Broadway Gallery
12570 SW Broadway St, Beaverton, OR

Attic Gallery
421 NE Cedar St, Camas, WA

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at Angela@AngelaRidgway.com

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I’m a perpetual postponer …